Hello loneliness,

 

The oldest cities and the biggest crowds

I find myself lonely

Nights that used to be my favorite,

Quite, peaceful, easy…

As I get older, it became horror

Everything I’ve run from

Everyone I couldn’t look in the eye

All and I was in the same room

 

Hello loneliness,

You are my oldest friend

I’m not lonely because I left everywhere and everyone

I knew and loved

I left because I was lonely in all of these

And the emptiness is still living in deep

 

Some days are loud and busy

I would complain

But with grace in me

Cause once the noise is erased

And everybody’s home,

It’s just me

Me that never felt enough

 

I’m tired of asking what’s wrong with me?

Or is it ever going to be gone?

The truth is… I don’t think it will

I know that some people will never heal

Some stories will stay unfinished

And everything will not be okay

But we'll keep living

Here I am

Another midnight,

In France,

No sleep

Little night lamp lingering 

 

With no place to be,

No one waiting,

No question asked

Who am ı?

 

I’m still the best thing I know how to be

I’m still my mom's good girl

Daddy’s pride

Scared little girl with curious mind

Wanting to be loved,

Scared to be scarred

I’m all alone yet living with everyone inside